Monday, March 18, 2013

Keepin' it real...

Weighed in today...

SMASHING 185. No joke.

20 pounds up from my lowest.

It made my heart drop.

I can't say I didn't know it was coming, I did.

I ate just about 2 bags of Cadburry Mini eggs...all by myself this weekend.


I owned up to it this morning, and I was going to just lurk around in the dark corners of blog land until I got it back under control.. you know hide from myself and all of you because I was ashamed of myself.

Then I read a couple of the post from other ladies... Example Robyn's NestMari, and Jen who all came clean today. Just put it out there, they inspired me. I am not disappointed in them, or thinking they should be doing better. I am just proud that they are continuing to fight the battle.

So here I am confessing. Owning up to the damage I have done. To the garbage I have been shoveling into my mouth.

It is Monday night and I have had a smashing day with food and exercise. I am not giving up, just resetting.


  1. Love the word "smashing". Have another smashing day tomorrow girl!

  2. I am in the same place...yet again. as long as we continue to fight. Re-set is my motto today.

  3. admitting it is the first step...right?
    ugh, so sorry, my smashing moment was the cheetos this weekend...I swear they put crack in things like cadbury eggs and cheetos! Hang in there

  4. To have inspired you means my recent struggles have a silver lining. You are without doubt a warrior and will continue to smash it! x

  5. I've been in the same boat. But like you, I've also hit the re-set button and just remember, you can only fail when you give up. Keep on going, we can do this!

  6. I honestly believe that we can not fail if we do not give up. I won't if you won't!!