You know how some people get the lap band and then say "I just forget to eat" or "I never get hungry." There have been times in my journey that I thought I was about there.
Someone I love has the Lap-band... and that really is the case with her. She just never wants to eat. EVER!
How does a person do it?
I don’t want to stop at 165, or 170… whatever the heck my weight has been the last week.
I want get to goal.
I want to weigh 145.
I want less belly fat!! It drives me freaking bat shit crazy.
Most importantly, I don’t want food to control my life.
What happen to the girl who exercised every day? Who only drank water? Only water!
I want to eat to live.
I don’t know how to do it.
I know how to exercise. I know how to eat healthy.
I don’t know how to make sure I don’t wake up one day and say “to hell with it! I’m going to eat what I want, when I want.”
I’m lost. I kinda feel out of control.
Right now food is in control.
“It’s impossible” said pride.
“It‘s risky” said experience
“It’s pointless” said reason.
“Give it a try” whispered the heart.