Fat Lorie... food obsessed Lorie... sit on the couch Lorie... she has been in residence for 3 DAYS! 72 hours. The saddest part is, I've welcomed her, asked her to stay, even thought about letting her stay permanently. I haven't been in a spot like this since August. Read HERE if you are interested in the black hole I visit every once in a while.
I guess the truth is, I kinda got cocky. Thought I had this in the bag, but the really dark place that kicked me in the face when I had 99 pounds left to lose, is still there with only 35 ish pounds left, welcoming me back into a life of lazy living and over eating. I AM NOT GOING TO SET UP RESIDENCE
(I thought about it) but man is it screaming at me tonight and for the last three days. . Sometimes the hardest part of this journey is that it is up to me... ME!
Alright, no time like now! I'm back on the wagon!
What do you ladies do when you fall of the wagon? How do you silence your inner fat self? (I know I'm not PC, but it is me, i'm going to roll with it).