Seems like I am always hoping something will motivate me to drop the last 25/30 pounds...
I've been hoping for it for over a year now.
Searching for it.
Trying to find it, read about it, write about it.
Hoping something would come out of the wood work and kick me in the ass.
It isn't happening.
You wanna know why?
This entire journey is about choices.
Your very own. My very own.
If I want to lose instead of maintain, I have to do it.
There is no secret.
I can't buy it.
I can buy help. Hello- self pay lap-band, dropping 100 pounds, crossfit, zumba, races, roadbike. Those are all things I paid for. But, I have to use them.
The JM 30 day shred I bought and is still in the wrapper?
Crossfit membership I haven't used in 2 months?
Not making me leaner.
I am a warrior and I will use my own willpower and maybe even kick myself in the butt.
Starting today, again.
It isn't about not failing, it is about not quitting.