Saturday, June 1, 2013

730 days

Can you believe it has been 2 years?

I sure can't.

My oh my how life has changed.
.... and at the same time, stayed the same.

This is where I was at my 1 year-  356 days.

I am still grateful for all of those things.

Today I weigh 175. That is up 8 pounds from 1 year ago.

What is different? What happened?

I gained lean muscle mass.

I started crossfit.

I have tried to stop obsessing about the number and get to living.
  **I still obsess about the dang number.

I am not giving up on my goal of 145. I will get there. This may even be the year... :)

The truth is, I am finially living. I am finally just being me.

This girl is never far from my mind....
Loosing weight has changed everything and it has changed nothing.

I am no longer letting my weight hold me back.

I am a happy girl with her entire life in front of her, the sky is the limit.
but this is the girl I am these days.


 
I'll never forget where I came from,  just so I never have to go back. Not even for a visit. 

8 comments:

  1. we all struggle with the number- but don't let that define you- we are not meant to be a number, we are meant to be happy and healthy and perhaps thinner ;)

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  2. Congrats on your journey...you're doing awesome!

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  3. Happy anniversary! You continue to inspire me. Rock on Rockstar!

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  4. Glad you are learning to let go and really live! That's the most important lesson of all!!!

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  5. Happy Anniversary! Even though you are not at your goal you still look great!

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  6. CONGRATS!! (and 175 is my goal by the way! Size 10!)

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  7. Congrats on your accomplishments... Enjoy living your life.

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