I know that this started out as a blog about weight loss, and my journey through those trying times, the ups and downs.... but i'm finding that I like it to be a blog.... that is more like a journal, that I can record my feelings in. Most of those feelings have a lot to do with weight loss. I feel as though those struggles I have in my life are connected to weight loss and love; what else is there? lol Anyway, I'm always struggling with "should I? shouldn't I" I wish the world was entirely more straightforward!
I'm going to continue to refer to "the guy" as "hot date" just to keep it interesting. :) Hey, what is life without a little mystery. Anyway, i've waited and waited for Hot Date to call, and he hasn't. I've seen him a couple of times, and we have talked about dinner and all that, but he just hasn't called... well not about that. I have talked to him about a few other things, but if I told you what then it would give him away (it is Vernal, and everyone knows everyone.) Anyway, I have consulted with the people I consult with (sister, SIL, and good friend R) and we have decided that I should ask him out again... here is where I lose my courage. He is TOO nice, if he was even semi-jerky I would feel more comfortable because I would know that he would tell me that he didn't want to. But I'm going to do it! It is Thursday, i'm going to call him on Sunday. There is a method to my madness! I'll write more in a bit... i need to go water the horses!