The weather here is like Spring.
Spring in February. It just doesn't happen in frozen over Utah.
Yes I am talking about the weather... I 'm trying to distract you from the fact that I haven't posted anything weight related in a good month.
Why? Well, as always, the reason isn't because I hit goal weight and no longer obsess about food or exercise. I just do it.
I'm struggling at 187.
Struggling to find balance.
Find something that works for me...
Shit balls, struggling to get back to even the 170's and the 160's is a pipe dream.
I feel like a failure because I bailed on yet ANOTHER 1/2 marathon.
And I just can't seem to get in my groove with crossfit.
Somebody, please, please, please kick me in the butt. I am struggling.
I. Am. Struggling, but i'm not quitting.