I'm saying good-bye

This has been a hard post for me to write.

I haven't blogged in a while and really I'm not sorry about it.

It seems like everyone is quitting. That the blogs I loved and the people I have come to care about and inspire me are no longer here. We are texting each other and staying caught up on FB.

And...

Lets be honest, because I have always been on this blog.

It seems like the NSV's are all Old News. That My weight is up 3 pounds then down 2.

I'll also admit that I like being married, that the time I used to burn up blogging and thinking about blog posts are spent doing other things.

Living life.

Now wasn't that the purpose of this journey? To finally live my life to the fullest. To finally not let my weight hold me back anymore?

I still want to lose 30 pounds, but I guess I will either do it, or I won't. I refuse to write another blog post, make another goal.... I guess I am fine with where I am at.

Comfortable.

This blog and this lap band SAVED MY LIFE. It gave me my life back.

My only word of advice is the same as The Warriors and Cat's. Get to goal before testing your band. Keep at it while you are on a roll. Don't listen to anyone that says "take a break" you are "loosing too fast." Push to goal and then mess around with all of it when you are at "your number."

Hugs all around ladies! I will leave you with a picture of my beautiful new family. I am silly over our babies!
And one or two of "the dress."